O mess that it is I could feed your pride O O You shall grow grow your back held strait, arms elbows rise, received on a high and empty again
trip to, at all cost make another takes more and so little re ac tion - do - I - get Trying - my - best - to - do - the - best and want comes is so - Temp or ar ry
Kill the pride, its temporary like a drug it steels your time soon you will get - a dd i cted
if possible to describe it I will, if shapeable, if able to grasp, I will try. That it will be known the very thing that can not be grasped in its fullness. If possible to describe it, I will try. What though is immeasurable? if I had a measuring stick to measure it, I would lay it out and determine its size. What size of a thing, what shape of a thing, what thing is worthy of any contemplation so hard. A studying so deep. To pick apart all the things that fit together, seemingly different, but they fit into one.
the long time that I have been hear in Connexion youth cafe is coming to an end. I have been talking with people and have aswell been thinking about what my next project is. I have heard from wise councel derectly that it is important to have a project in life. This I have not quite wet figgered out though I have been searching and wanting different things. The next thing that is on my plate is once again Camp Ghormely. I will be there in Yakima Washington at Camp Ghormely on the 8th of June. Taking off on the 7ths early morning. I am still left with the straining question, "whats to come of all this that you have dune so far and the ones that youare planning?" questions still to test to the deepest desires deep inside. what dod God put in there? though I have been vorted most likely to become homeless by all my mates, I have no intention to live up to that in the litteral meaning of the tern : D hahaaha (though in othere ways I will always be homeles on this earth). Connexion has been my main and sentral goal clearly for this year and a half. now I feel a calling on to go no were in spasific bt Go, nothing spasific but Go. Make a life somewere ells, make other things. so Im going, im persuing the leads that I have and folowing the leads to more leads...
all these things are making me learn...
"trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in al your ways ignoledge Him and he will make your path strait"
